This week has been a tough one for me. I have felt like there just isn't enough hours in the day. I have too many things I have to get done and I feel like I don't get enough help either. I can't even imagine how hard it would be if I didn't have my mom's help every day.
As it stands, I work 10 hour days and I'm in school full time and I'm pumping every four hours. Soon I will be done with school and I won't have that added stress anymore. And soon after that I plan to start reducing the amount of times I pump. I don't think I will be ready to give it up completely at one year but I will probably go down to 3 times a day at that point. Hopefully then, I will be able to spend more quality time with the girls where I am not as distracted.
Do the rest of the mom's out there feel like this? I know you all have your own lists of things that never get done and take up all your time. Why don't we ever get to take time off of being mom when we are sick, or get a nap when we have a headache? Why can't I ever sleep in? I love how my husband has been able to sleep in until 10am since the girls were born and I am up at 5-6am at the latest. Fair much, I don't think so. How do you all deal with the frustration? And why do things go undone unless I get them done? I just had to vent about my rough week. Thanks for listening.
Happy 7th Birthday!!!
10 months ago